This post is specially for my good old best friend! Happy Birthday Brenda! Best wishes to you! Oh, hope you like the present i gave you. :) Dont worry, we'll  have the plan still on. Oh, you know. That plan w/ Kendrix & Noel. Hahha. Don't worry. We'll make it up to you real soon when the holiday comes alright? lol.

Happy Birthday Brenda! ILY!

Today, have the urge to do something extremely ''adventurous''. XDD.

In school, i ask Ashley if she would wanna walk to tuition. Well, it was this plan, we had plan it few weeks ago.But we did not manage to do it. So today, after Ashley asked her mom's permission, she text msg-ed me.

Her reply was '' Good news! you know wht?Our 4pm walk is on!''

4pm? Cause our tuition started off at 5! Well you know.Fat people like me need an hour to walk. XDD.

Lol.Beyond MY expectation, we reach around 4.35pm. ahaaa.

2796 steps & burned 67.7 calories in 2km walk. That's little.

gasp* We had lots of fun during the walk. Lol. Ashley meets her aunty & her friend Lara spotted her. lol.Oh, her aunty offered us a ride,but we prefer to walk anyhow.

So, reach, my hold arm were like so eff-ing pain. lol. i cannot write anymoree. haaa.

Oh, Fu Xian came to our tuitoin. & the teacher were like so show off kay. shake head**

Then, later, my mom fetch me & Ashley to another tuition.Lol. This time we had our dinner in a very ''enviromental'' way. HAHA.

We ate under people's apartment okay. We had it at the open space, enjoying our food waiting for Miss Brenda to arrived. She ask a lot of stupid question imma tell you.

After our dinner, someone came outof an idea to prank Denise, our another tution friend telling her we're not coming. & we also plan to go tuition around 8.30pm. Half an hour later. Cause its like so boring kayy.

                                            
                                                                             Think postive Ashley!

                                
                                                                    Awhhh.My so called short friend & me!XD

                                                
                                                                       & here the camera shy ones!!

                                                 
                                                             We on our way to the tuition dy. oppps. We're late!

                                                                                                                                             love you both<3

I started off my so called ''may'' month very sucky. I ruin everything. & i guess we should give each other sometimes to think about it.I know whatever i did was a total disaster OKAYYY. Its up to you to think what you like & i have no right to stop you from doing it anyhow. So better off your own way. Im just being me. If you cant accept me for who i am then go ahead. I dont mind what you're going to say and stuffs.

You first came into my life as a stranger. I tried to get use to you. & i''ll do anything for you. Just For You.But did you ever noticed what i did for you all these while? I even turn my backs to my mum just for you. IDK what can i do more for you. I'd tried my very best for you & this is what i get in return. You just turn back & walk away. The very second you turn back i was dumbfounded.I could hardly believe my eyes that you're such a person i knew. . . .

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own


Dreams can't take
The place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons
Why it's true


When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side


When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes


How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can


I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that make my darkness disappear


Movin' on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side


When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go



                                                                                                                                                                                                missin'

                             
                                                                     Picture above describe my mood for today!

Eventually i was woke up by his msg.I called him back but he did not pick up. Then he called me back.
Afterthat,i got ready & poof* i went to school.
Today, was a co-curriculum day for mt school. In short its a 'KK day'' .
It is the day when we perform & compete our basic & fancy drilling w/ the other uniforms.
Haaha. As usual, rangers won the first place & following up is the Red Cresent & KRS. Congratz.
After all the performing, we had our breakfast then we started chit-chatting & gossip outside the classroom & all around the school.
No teachers around to scold us cause they're too busy serving the visitors.heeehe
Today was fun fun fun! Joan & Sabrina was funny! ahem* LOL.

Later around 11.30 we all were told to go in our classroom. Heeh. STILL NO TEACHERS AROUND!!
So we did some really silly stuffs! & took some random pictures. hmmm.
                                           
                                                                               As promised,here you go! Acting lala.

              
                                   I had all the side view,back view, up view of her, still i cant get her front view!! arggghh**

                                                        
                                                        There's this my ''sampat'' friend. heeeh. Just look at her!!?? shake head**

                
Then, this is the class joker weyy. Rachel. She's too camera shy. heeee. & oh oh oh. NOTICE the second picture? Brenda's pouring water at her. haa. & the third picture! =.= speechless!

Whore, We'll pray hard so that Sri Pinang will accept you to study there. We SOOOO wanted you to go.Yeah, you happy aren't you? Finally your dream is fulfilled! What is it? REVENGE! Yeah, i could hardly envy you that you treat your own friend i such a way. Maybe, you just can't forget the past what we did to you.The problem has been in your mind for 2 years! I repeat 2 years ayy? You're not satisfied w/ what you get now? You hurt people so much & you're such a troublesome!

When one of our friend told me that you would wanna change sch., i could hardly believe it. I was like, OMG! really? I'm soooo happpy. jumps around* & then i came to realize, not to get hopes to high yet. We're still not sure whether Sri Pinang would wanna take student like you or not.WHORE

Let me tell you, I don wanna care what reason you use to make people believes you. But whatever you've done to my friend, You're so dead! I know you've got a cute face & body just build like a coke bottle BUT please. Don haveta act that way.You don haveta show it to us that makes everyone think that ''SHE HAS GOT A NICE BODY WEIHH.'' cut it out!

We know you mix w/ all the wannabes in sch but i tell you! WE DON'T CARE! Can't you just be yourself? Aren't you tired of being someone else? Maybe you're not. I t was fun to you! FUN FUN FUN! Pifff*

I'd never keep a promise.
I don't intent to keep one.
When i say forever.
Forever is what i mean.

Deal w/ me. This is who i am. I know people these days change tremendously.Just deal w/ them.They can't just get their own life.Acting like or being someone is what they do.They're just some plain lame shits.

We have got our own right to do what we like right? Some people just cant deal w/ it. So why not fuck off?Nobody like tells you ''hey you! Listen to me. Im talking about HIM.'' Nobody ask you to hear what we're talking right. So if you cannot get use to us. So move aside! shooo! & hell yeah! You don't have to show off whatever or whoever you msg-ed with laa. Seriously, your stuffs just don interest me muchh!!So just keep it to yourself. No ones wanna kow what you're up to anyway.

                                                                                                                                                                       deal w/ me,

                                                                                                                                                                      shereen.

Brenda, Ashley, Denise, Shi Wei. They are whom i treasure most. I <3 them like how i love myself. Do not ever JUDGE the way we feel & what we do.

There's this -lil- something i'd like to share w/ you all,my friends.

You came into my life as an unwelcomed face,
Not ever knowing our friendship, i would one day embrace,
As i wonder through my thoughts and memories of you,
It brings many big smiles & laugher so true.

I love the special bond that we beautifully shared,
Ilove the way you show you really care.
Our friendship means the absoulute world to me,
I onli hope this is something i could really make you see.

Thank you for opening your mind & your soul.
I will do all i can to help heal your hearts -lil- holes.
Remember, your secrets are forever safe within' me.
I will keep them under the tightest lock & key.

Always remember,...if you're ever in need,
I'll try to be,the best friend i could possibly be.

Thank you for trusting me right from the start.
You truly have got a wonderful heart.
I am now so happy i felt that embrace,
For now i see the beauty of my best friends face..

Here i am again to express my feelings to you people out there who's reading. Ready?
Here,there's many things that i really want you all to define it.
First of all, FRIENDS

Friends? Let me describe to you what friends mean.
Friends are someone who have your backs when you're down.
Friends are someone who yo can share your secret w/.
Friends is whom the second closest people to you after your family.
Friends, you just simply cant live w/o them!

Eventually today, i would like to talk about friends i have. There's this someone whom i always thought that i could always hang on w/.But to prove that im wrong.This is what he did. He once use to be my true friends. True friends whom i think that i could count on it. True friends where i could hit random msges to when i was bored or sad. I told him, every bits of secret w/ me & i thought he would have help me. But yeah, he did help me! But haa. Just for sometimes. Then he came by a girl. Whom he knew that that girl is someone i hate much,more than anything.But hell, you know what? He actuatly perpously,went & make friend w/ that girl.

okay, then i asked him why.

he-ohh, i din know that, that girl is someone you hate.

me-ohh,reaally? I thought last time you use to scold him two face shoddy pussy head for me.

he-ohh, hah. i din knew till one of your friend told me so.

RIGHT.If it is that so, that its my fault kaa? is it?

okayy lohh. My fault la. Who cares by then.LOng short, my friends,don really treat someone like that. People treat you good, but don take things to advantagely. Don get too over. People do have limits too you know?I DO HAVE LIMIT TOO! So whatever you do to me.I cn see it!

Secondly, i would like to really apologise.
To someone.Not that HIM i mentioned up there.Is to someone.I really din know what i said today mean that much to you. I really din know. I thought you would not take it sooo seriously but then umm, sorry okayy. I know its my fault but then. sry . I don mean to hurt you or stuffs. Just i was really headache at that time so i said those sentence. I ALSO know that i shouldnt had put all my anger onto you. & i shouldnt had blame you. Serously, i reaallly wanna apologised! But then. you seems to like avoiding me. & i know that. that isnt a good time to like go & talk to you. you'll burst. i mean everyone feel the same way. I don mean only you.

                                                                                                                                                                            shereen

                                                                           Happy  April's fool people out there!
                                                                           I had a really fun day at sch todayy, 
                                                     I was the first to get fooled by someone early in the morning!
                                         Haha. i actuatly believe her that i din even noticed that she would ever fooled me!
                                                                                            Then, here goes. 
                                             Then so i went in my class, i use back the same April's fool joke, i fooled my friends!
                                                                  They believe me, till i shouted ''April's fool!''
                                    It was a fun day as i mentioned cause you know why? i fooled quite a numbers of people today!!
                                                                Lastly, that's my day.April's fool to al of you!
                                                                                        laughoutloud

First of all. i would like to apologise to all my friends for not blogging.

secondly, i would like to thanks my friends all who wish me for my birthday through calls,comments,sms & face-2-face.

they are ;

Brenda,Ashley,Denise,Soo Chin,Eugenia,Phaik Kee,Aysha,Farhana,Anisah,Husnah,Natalie,Charmaine,Xiang Mei,Sarah,Amelia,Bee Hong,Andrea,Rachel,Farah.Shi Wei,Filzah,Nian Zle,Kishon,Guha,Haswiny,Nagerani,Yong Tin,Samantha,Haslin,Mavis,Siew Kheng,Fu Xian,Daniela,Aisyah,Veno,Dina,Adriana,Mirae,Ola,Asmiza,Evon,Rachel[form 1],Saw Yi Wen,Pui Man,Cheryl Lim,Navenia,Lydia,YiLin,Patricia,Jojo,Chiew Ying,Ee Wei,Sabrina,Mei Ting,YiYun,Kimberley,Mandy, Ginny,Sin Hui,Vanessa,Min Wei

Gerald,Michael,Winson,Janggut,Kevin Khor,Timothy,Nash,Aaron,Jermz,Wei Jian,Nickyz,Noel,Paul,Zi Yang,Clement,Jone Lee,Calvin,Lawrence,Gideon,Brandon,Hasbullah,Daniel,Eu Gene Poh,Jeff,Tsusheng,Ryo,Era,Kassen,Raymuelio,Kenneth,Drummer boy,Kaguya

Thirdly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUI MAN.

                                                                                                                   loves*

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       shereen